The latter. I can't enter it physically, I can't speak with the dead, I can't sense what happens to the soul when it departs, and my encompassing sense of both it and the universe I lived in is gone. I'm cut off in every possible sense of the world. All I've got is what was already a part of me.
This isn't my first time outside of my universe. It is the first time since discovering the infinity of elsewheres that existed beyond my own dimension back home that I've not been able to reach out to or draw from any of them. Not even anywhere new, unique to this place.
I've nothing inherent. All my ability is learned, and the fact that I'm still capable of utilising local energy for spellwork implies there's no real interference with my practice as a whole. There's just nothing to find.
I don't mind being afraid. I do mind the not knowing. If you notice any shifts that feel significant to you in the future, I'd be grateful if you'd share.
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I've nothing inherent. All my ability is learned, and the fact that I'm still capable of utilising local energy for spellwork implies there's no real interference with my practice as a whole. There's just nothing to find.
There's never nothing to find.
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I don't mind being afraid. I do mind the not knowing.
If you notice any shifts that feel significant to you in the future, I'd be grateful if you'd share.
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